And I still shed a tear.

Reminiscing about you is killing me. Maybe some said I'm healed. Well, obviously I'm not. We all not. Daily activity had totally changed. Normally you're the one who always pampered us with delicious meal, the one who gave permissions fr cats to be in the house, the superwoman who can do almost everything and the one who we love the most. You left us, on July 17, 2011.

Its been a year 2 months and the worst time I've been through is every time when I take the bus to Malacca. I still remember the last hug I gave you and said "Makan banyak banyak sikit" and you just smiled. Every single time if I'm in the bus from AS to MLK, I'll cry. I saw you smiling at me each time I closed my eyes. Never miss.

Feels like yesterday you still here with me. Laughing and do all the kitchen stuff. I know you suffer in agony for few months and I thanked it ends even now we suffer from losing you. 

We miss you much. Al-Fatihah. And I still shed a tear.